Last night we went to DanceMF at Northside Tavern. In a nutshell, DanceMF is too many people in one room, covered in sweat, for hours of (non mt adams style) dancing. We danced, sweat, got free tshirts, saw friends, found a bullet from an assault rifle, and ate skyline by the fountain. It was perfect.
On a separate but semi-related note, I've realized that my "fear" of confrontation stemming from emotion has made me an equal opportunity avoider. (I wish it was avenger because that sounds cooler, but alas, this action has made me very uncool.) I hate the thought of hurting someone's feelings just because I didn't want to do/say/ or be something. I don't want to get caught in a situation where I turn someone down with no real concrete excuse. It's not you, it's me. Seriously! I'm weird! I just feel stuck and nervous not knowing how to explain. It's crazy because the other women in my family would never hesitate to say, "No, because I'm tired/don't feel like it/ don't care/ think it's a bad idea..." and peacefully sleep at night. However, I feel I need a five paragraph essay excuse with references to accompany my "No".
So instead?
I avoid.
I should really look into changing that behavior.
In other news, recently discovered "six hour energy". Five hour, you've been trumped. I still play it old school by sleeping at night but it's nice to know I have options.
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